"I dont want to be like all your other back stabbing friends"she said... and it echoed through my head and heart for hours on end without any rest, no corner of comfort from those words. So I sat there for hours...thinking. Now I'm no mind reader, but I do have a high level of empathy and I could feel betrayel seeping off Luna from a mile away. Granted once I asked what was going on, he told me flat out, but the fact remained I had to ask, he didnt come to me, nor did she. I was so foolishly blinded! How could I have not known what was going on. It was right there in front of my face! Maybe I was being ignorant and pigheaded to what I already knew?
So now what am I to do? Leave him and her behind? I love Danielle with ever part of my being but, how am I to move past this? How am I to forgive my lover, and my bestfriend at the same time? Am I strong enough? These are the questions that storm through my mind like angry elephents over tissue paper...and I'm the tissue paper.
I attempted at forgiving and letting it go, but being a firey woman, I just couldnt. My anger, betrayel, jealousy and hate cosumed me and I lashed out, with tears, cries, screams and swearing up and down I hated them both. However this isnt true. I loved them both, Danielle more than Luna, but that wasnt the issue.

So what do I do? Stand by my man? Or move on?